4 WEEKS

Ohh my I cant believe I have only four weeks left of this pregnancy! I am astounded on how fast this pregnancy has gone. I'm sure its because I have 2 toddlers and I am they type of person that has to have a thousand things on the go! I am sure that, that will all change when this baby comes and ill have three kids to worry about and not as much time to worry about everything else! When I look back on the last nine months I am completely flabbergasted on how fast they went and what all took place! In four weeks, well hopefully drastically less I will be a mommy to a beautiful little girl. I am so pumped!!!!!! I am so sick of blue and trucks and cars and Diego and boy things, I just want to be girly again!!! But yet I am restraining myself from buying alot for my precious little girl. I guess you could say I'm in a state of shock! I wanted to know what this one was so desperately and I knew myself without seeing an ultrasound right from the moment I felt her kick I knew she was a girl. But still I feel it is too good to be true. With the boys it didn't matter what I was having and with this one I wasn't sure how I was going to react if the tech told me it was a boy but yet when she told me 100% that it was a girl I was too shocked to even believe her. I have a picture to prove it and yet I still cant believe it. I guess now that I only have four weeks left and the Doctor thinks this one is going to be early that I should probably start getting ready! My labour bag isn't packed, the baby and my coming home bag isn't packed. the car seat needs to be washed and I should probably get the list of people nat and my mom need to call when the baby comes ready but at the same time I'm thinking "Why bother!" I was over prepared with Joey and I drove myself crazy! we went to the hospital 9 TIMES cuz I thought maybe just maybe I was in labour and 8 TIMES i came home without a baby! Carver I was prepared maybe slightly over prepared I don't even think I used anything I put in my bags other than my undies and shampoo, everything else I got Nathanael to bring after I had him, I didn't even put him in the outfit I was going to bring him home in I made Nat bring me a onsie from hoe cuz it was like 40 degrees the day we brought him home and I had bought a warmer outfit thinking it was cute. So as of right now if I go into labour I have nothing packed, nothing ready and no plans made for what we are doing with the boys if this baby comes. Doesn't that sound lovely! I'm thinking Ill get on the plans for the boys but the rest Ill just throw into a bag what I know i need before we go to the hospital and anything else nat will just have to come home and get! As for all the stuff at the house that needs to be ready I'm just going to leave it till the baby comes because what use is it having it all ready when it takes 3 min to do it and we wont use it till we get home and settled anyways!