Kaitlyn Marie Werdal

Kaitlyn Marie Werdal is our first and only little girl. She is already Mommy's princess and Daddy's sweetheart. The last week has seemed to fly by and now looking back its weird how everything happens just at the right moment. New Years eve day I was starting to get depressed again and I was not dealing with it well. We had no plans for the evening and we were just going to sit at home and do nothing, I was not okay with that so I made plans to go out to my mom and dads. At first Nathanael thought it was a silly idea cuz the weather was starting to look bad and he thought that being half an hour away from town wasnt a good idea if I went into labor or if the weather got so bad that we were stuck out there, well you get the drift. After telling me he thought it wouldnt be a good idea, I had a melt down! So after talking about it we decided we should go and have a good time! We got out there and the weather seemed to hold out while we were there. We played dice and had a great visit. My uncle and cousin came out too and my cousin put on a fire work display. We got home at about 12:30 am and crawled into bed. I was then woken up at 4:00 am and in labor. I feel truly blessed to have my own little girl to spoil and play with. Kaity is such a good baby, shes been nursing really well and sleeping good and she tolerates all the crazy noise and her very crazy brothers. I have had so much fun already playing dolly with her, trying out all the little outfits and boots and socks on her. I cant wait till her hair grows a little so I can play with it. I have had a little bit of emotions when it comes to her. I want to hold her all the time. Its not that I miss having her in me, its just I want to soak up all the time I can with her. I really dont know how to discribe what Im feeling. I dont mind people holding her or spending time with her. Ugh why cant I get out what I am trying to say. Im also having a hard time dealing with not having a few people around that cant be here to see her or hold her. I July one of my best friends moved to Sask and Ive only seen her twice since they moved and they have also had their little girl and it kills me that I cant spoil her and that Jo cant be here to enjoy Kaity. Im hoping we can go see them soon but with everything being the way it is im not sure we will make it as soon. I am also dearly missing Nathanaels sister (im sorry Cheri please dont tear up too bad) I know that she is so despertly wanting to be here to meet Kaity and she is coming in August but still thats 7 months away. well i have completly forgotton what I was going to write so I guess Ill end here!